dReamsreplenished

Blah.

2009-12-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

I suck.

Mm.

2009-11-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

If you want to get over it,
you can
in a mere second.

Judging.

2009-08-23T15:54:00.002+08:00

People seem to overuse their ability to judge.

I guess it's because everyone is born to know how to judge, just like everyone is born to think and create opinions.

It is exactly our thoughts that constitute our judgment.
When they are wrong in terms of facts, I think it is only natural that people correct them.

However, I always wonder why there are some people that find a need to force their opinions on others.

Is it insecurity?
Or is it because they are too secure, and when people seemingly challenge their opinion, they get defensive?

But really.. you never know.

Scribblenauts

2009-07-21T23:46:00.001+08:00

I thought it was a stupid but kinda cute game.

Was thinking about getting it in the midst of finding a game to buy since bro says he's gonna pay (yeah, my brother is that good a guy. MARRY him! XD jk).

So when I went through Scribblenauts' images without reading its descriptions.. I told bro:

"LOL BRO I FOUND A QI DUN GAME FOR AH BING INSTEAD!"

He laughed...

No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no.

It isn't!

It is a fucking awesome game.

..and it's not even out yet!

Coming out on September.

So. Getting. It.

So. Getting. IT!!!!!!

Why?

Read here.

Post #217. Yeah. That one. That post by Feep.

I love the way Feep talks and the contents of his post.
Don't you?
If you say no.. did you really read it?
Read it!

(I'm glad I managed to read it before the game was released. WOOT!)

Shorttay

2009-07-21T01:35:00.002+08:00

Good Things, Small Packages

(:

I assure that you will not be disappointed.

They have Sniffy.

They allow you to name your price.

Just Sniffy is awesome.

The idea that you can label a price?

Fucking awesome.

So whaddaya waiting for?

CLICK!

Here's a few more links if you're lazy to scroll back up.

(although I don't see the need)

Yay!

2009-07-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

My heater is back!! :D

I need to replace my toothbrush.

...and work work work....

Promise

2009-07-17T15:36:00.005+08:00

[承諾]
Sung by: All.
Composed by: Koma Wong (from Beyond)
Written by: Andy Lau (Mandarin lyrics)

多少人多少幸福被抢夺
How many people has have their happiness robbed...
多少生活在一瞬间被埋没
how many lives have been extinguished just like that
一切變沉默
everything turned silent
淚光在眼眶閃爍
and tears shine at the edge of the eyes
塵埃沾滿了失落的輪廓 (情願是我)
The dust that covered all the lost traces (wishing it's me instead)
不必說
There's no need for words.
你們背後還有我
I will always be here
未來就是崎嶇也會陪你過
no matter how hard the future is
一個你一個我
There's you, and I
扛起不需要脆弱
There's no need to be weak when we're together
前面越走一定會越寬闊 (你還有我)
..because the road ahead will only get better (because you still have me)
* 誰都會有恐懼面對黑暗的角落
Everyone will be scared to face the darkness
為了你我再苦也不躲
For you, I wouldn't hide no matter how hard it is
我要你重獲原來的生活
I want you to regain, your normal life
認定了這一輩子的承諾
That will be my promise to you for life.
縱然山搖地破也要安然渡過有你有我
Even if tragedies happen again, we will go through it. You, and I.

Haha.. suddenly felt like translating this.
I love the last three lines. Love it even better when it's in Mandarin.
Awesome lyrics.
*This song was written for the earthquake victims from China.

NINTENDO US!!!!

2009-07-14T15:59:00.005+08:00

I don't mind waiting long for Pokemon Soul Silver/Heart Gold... but PLEASE release it with the pedometer too!!

Pictures courtesy of The Magic Box.

..and I am buying this for reminiscence purposes =D
If only they'd remake Pokemon Yellow though... *.*

If I Turn Into A Memory

2009-07-13T15:38:00.006+08:00

累了照慣例努力清醒著也照慣例想你了
好怕一放心睡了心跳在夢中不聽話的就停止了
As always.. trying to grasping my consciousness, regardless of how tiring it is
and as always, thinking about you.
Fearing that if I were to quietly go to sleep,
my heartbeat will disobediently stop in my dreams.

聽著呼吸像浪潮拍動著越沒力越讓我忐忑
我還能珍惜什麼如果我連自己的脈搏都難掌握
Listening to myself breathing like the waves roaring..
the weaker the roar, the worrier I get.
What else can I cherish.. if I cannot even control my pulse.

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命
留下你錯愕哭泣我冰冷身體擁抱不了你
想到我讓深愛的你人海孤獨旅行
我會恨自己如此狠心
If I turn into a memory and retreat from this life
Leaving you stunned and crying against my icy body that cannot embrace you.
Knowing that I'd let my beloved you being alone.
I will hate myself, for being so cruel.

如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運
沒機會白著頭髮蹣跚牽著你看晚霞落盡
漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊癒
若有人可以讓他陪你我不怪你
If I'm finally unlucky enough, to become a memory,
to be without an opportunity to turn old, limp and watch the sunset together with you..
There will be one day that you would recover from the pain,
so if there is someone, let him be with you because I won't condemn you.

快樂什麼時候會結束呢哪一刻是最後一刻
想把你緊緊抱著可知你是我生命中的最捨不得
Happiness, when will it end? Which moment is the last moment?
I want to tightly hold you; the one I don't want to give up the most in life.

如果我變成回憶最怕我太不爭氣
頑固地賴在空氣霸佔你心裡每一寸縫隙
連累依然愛我的你痛苦承受失去
這樣不公平請你盡力把我忘記
If I become a memory, I'm afraid I'd be weak,
stubbornly depending on air, wringing on and slitting every inch of your heart
rendering your love for me to result in pain.
Such unfairness... I beg that you use all of your effort, to forget me.

I had problems with the last verse..
Hopefully that will do (please do tell me if you have even better translations for it).

Michael Jackson's Privacy

2009-07-10T22:04:00.005+08:00

Michael Jackson:

Ain't the pictures enough,
why do ya go through so much
to get the stories you need..
so you can bury me

You got the people confused
you tell the stories you choose
You try to get me to lose
the man~ I really am

You keep on stalking me...
invading my privacy
Won't you just let me be..

Coz your cameras can't control
the mind of those who know~ that you'll even sell your soul just to get a story sold

I need my privacy (oh no)
I need my privacy
So paparazzi (oh now)
Get away from me~ just get away from me

Some of you still wonder why,
one of my friends had to die
To get that message across,
that yet you haven't heard

My friend was chased and confused
like many others I knew
But on that cold winter night
my pride was snatched away

She get no second chance;
she, ridiculed and harrassed...
please tell me why (oh no)
Now that's a lesson to learn
Respect's not given it's earned
Stop maliciously attacking my integrity

I need my privacy (oh no)
I need my privacy (oh no)
So paparazzi (merci~)
Just get away from me.. just get away from me~ SLASH!

Now that's a lesson to learn;
stories are twisted and turned
Stop maliciously attacking my integrity

I need my privacy (oh no, oh no now)
I need my privacy (oh no, oh no)
So paparazzi (oh my~ )
Just get away from me.. (oh no oh my)

(please don't do it)
(get away from me)
(i got you stalking, walking, talking, stalking)
(gotta be me, gotta be me)
(my privacy)

(get away from me)
(why you do it)
(please don't do it)
(why you did it)

Invincible
(Note: Lyrics not according to album booklet)

Michael Jackson Day.

2009-07-08T01:07:00.005+08:00

Wouldn't it be awesome.. if the King of Pop had his own day?

I don't really know how this post will turn out to be. But I pictured it in my mind last night as I was trying to sleep.

It looks awesome.

It had a really good picture of Michael Jackson in the middle.

..and the idea of commemorating Michael Jackson every year!

It'd be awesome, wouldn't it?

..and it's not just because we love MJ. But the idea of continuing his great passion for the world, for human beings through his lyrics.

So I propose that if we really had a holiday for Michael Jackson..

We should make it a compulsary idea to sing inspiring songs like Heal The World, Man In The Mirror (my second favourite!), Black Or White etc

All to continue the King of Pop's desires to make the world a better place, by getting started with looking through ourselves and crossing over discrimination.

Also, if you happen to come across my blog as soon as I posted this up, if you happened to have a Facebook account :) and if you happened to have a really, really good connection as compared to my PMS'ing bitchy connection, don't waste it! Go watch Michael Jackson's memorial service LIVE.

That's all I wanted to say, I think.
Don't know if I left out any of my thoughts last night.. except for a really nice photo of him.
But I probably can't upload it now anyway due to the connection. Bleh. Maybe when I've woke up :)

So yeah.
Screw my 216 exam later at 12!

Good night and have good sleep knowing that Michael Jackson will continue to rock Earth, is rocking Heaven, and making Hell a better place! Good night, world. (:

Shinji Ino - Zero

2009-07-06T16:52:00.003+08:00

My character's name for Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Survivor.

Since the idea of the game is to survive, I just named him so that it sounds like his name relates to living on.

Shinji means to believe in Japanese, and ino is the short for inochi, which means life in Japanese, thus believe in life - Shinji Ino.

..and since they let you give a nickname to him, I just casually named him after the masked character in Code Geass - Zero.

I'm also renaming my blog link to shinji-ino, because I think ineedyoublah sounds weird. =P

Might change again, might not. Whatever.

Today I discriminated against a ...

2009-07-06T16:34:00.004+08:00

ragged-looking chair.

Painted Skin

2009-07-02T15:18:00.010+08:00

畫心 (Painted Heart/Painting of Heart)
Themesong for the movie 畫皮 - Painted Skin (2008)
by Jane Zhang (张靓颖)

作曲：藤原育郎 (Fujiwara Ikuro)
作词：陈少琪 (Chen Shaoqi)

看不穿是你失落的魂魄
猜不透是你瞳孔的顏色
一陣風一場夢愛如生命般莫測 (爱是生命的莫测)
你的心到底被什麼蠱惑
Unable to see, because your spirit is lost
Unable to understand, the color of your pupils
A sudden wind, a little dream, love is like life, unmeasurable (love is the measure of life)
What has misled your heart?

你的輪廓在黑夜之中淹沒
看桃花開出怎樣的結果
看著你抱著我目光似月色寂寞 (目光比月色寂寞)
就讓你在別人懷裏快樂
Your appearance* disappears into the darkness
The cherry blossoms, how would they bloom?
Watching you embracing me with eyes as lonely as the moonlight (with eyes lonelier than the moonlight)
Thus decided, to let you obtain happiness from another's embrace

愛著你像心跳難觸摸
畫著你畫不出你的骨骼
記著你的臉色是我等你的執著
你是我一首唱不完的歌 (我的心只願為你而割捨)
Loving you is as unpredictable as a heartbeat
Sketching you, unable to sketch your structure*
Remembering your expressions, is my stubbornness to wait for you
You are my, one song I will never finish (My heart is only willing to be removed because of you)

*It's supposed to be outline/skeleton, but I think appearance/structure would be a better word.

Time for revival :D

2009-07-01T17:30:00.003+08:00

Here's a simple song.

也許有一天
Covered by both JS and PowerStation.
(I give preference to JS though. Hehe!)

也許有一天　我會愛上你
也許有一天　我們在一起
也許有一天　等一個也許
也許有一天　我們都忘記
Maybe one day, I will fall for you
Maybe one day, we'll be together
Maybe one day, waiting for a maybe
Maybe one day, we'll both forget

如果一切都會過去　不如留點回憶
當我看著你的眼睛　我等的是奇蹟
If everything will pass, why not leave some memories?
When I look into your eyes, I'm waiting for miracles

也許有一天　你會想起我
也許有一天　我們都忘記
Maybe one day, you'll think about me
Maybe one day, we'll both forget

就算一切都會過去　還是應該相信
當你睜開你的眼睛　看一看我的心
Even if everything will pass, we should still believe
When you open your eyes, to look at my heart

This is one of the insert songs in the Taiwan series The Rose.
It's a good one. Check it out aight? (:

Lookin'

2008-12-06T01:00:00.004+08:00

Lookin' for jewelries?
Interested in those from Korea?

Have a good look here now! --> http://babushka-co.blogspot.com/
Simple window shopping at home. Why not aight?

PS: I had a look at'em.
Some of the designs are really cute and unique.
Have a look even if you're not planning to buy! ;)

Namie Amuro

2008-11-17T00:05:00.006+08:00

Wishing on the same star

Looking at the same moon

Even on rainy mornings

Even when love is about to fade

I won't leave you on your own

Baby don't cry

I can't define,

and I don't know why it makes me smile

..it just does.

I'm at a point where I can't turn back anymore.

So I think I'm just going to stay there..

to protect, to guard.

I'm going to do whatever I can..

no matter it helps or not.

I care.

Update

2008-10-29T11:51:00.003+08:00

Here's one. HAHA.

Happy?
I know you are! You're right beside me and laughing like mad.
Okay. At least you're smiling neh neh neh.

Mm.. I'm TOO bored.
Signing off tata~~~~

Proud

2008-10-25T23:16:00.004+08:00

I know you would have preferred being No. 1 all the way.

But whether you had been or not, it doesn't matter. You are always No.1 in our hearts(okay.. cheesy and disgusting, I know. Whatever..)

I'm proud of you.. you were great in there, Miss Elegant (((:
I'm also proud of myself. I'm so happy I met you in life! XD

Nice

2008-09-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

It is our responsibility.
We're students. University students. Get a good grip of responsibility.
No more lame excuses. You pass, you fail, it's all up to you.

No one's stopping you. You're stopping yourself.

An email..

2008-09-18T15:25:00.004+08:00

It says...

Five tips for a woman...

1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job.
2. It is important that a man makes you laugh.
3. It is important to find a man you can count on! And doesn't lie to you.
4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you.
5. It is important that these four men don't know each other.

Now.
My comments.

1. Well, a male as a housemaid wouldn't be so bad.. I s'ppose.
2. Ah, a friend.
3. Wow, my best friend!
4. Haha.. *looks at my dad*
5. WHY THE HELL NOT!??!?!

(because I'm no four-timer.
It's a sin. It's a sin.)

Ok. Over. Bye bye.

I wonder..

2008-09-16T14:11:00.003+08:00

I had KFC for lunch today; take away.
I was contemplating on what to order.. until this woman approached me saying her mobile is out of order, asking me to lend her my phone.

It's my fault, really. I tempt people. I was holding my phone on my hand.

But yeah, she said her mobile is down, she wants to make a call with my phone bla bla bla. My first impression was.. it felt like a hoax.

I was lost for a second. Should I?

I decided automatically.

"My phone ran out of credit. Sorry"

She stepped away, and sat at one of the tables.

It took me longer, for some reason to think.. what if she's for real?

I decided that I would get the change from my order and give it to her so that she could at least use the public phone. But when I turn back, she already walked away.

Damn it. I feel uneasy.
What if she's for real!?

Sigh. I hope she finds a way to make contact with someone.
I blame myself for making myself feel so .. ugh. But if she really is for real, she should blame our community here in Malaysia. It's really hard to trust the strangers here.

Friday..

2008-09-13T00:19:00.003+08:00

..not very pleasant.
One. I was going to take the Vienna test on an off day.
Two. It was in the afternoon, but I still had to wake up early. Sunway Medical Centre.
Three. I could have went to cheer for my friend. But I couldn't. Wrong timing.
Four. No, Mellymellywoo...... it isn't only brain damaging. It's eyesight damaging. Ergh.
Five. I didn't manage to reply her on time because my battery was almost out and I reckon, because of that my stupid phone couldn't receive message. I'm lucky her test was scheduled to be next week. Otherwise I'd be so guilty. But San is right. I should throw away my phone. Blah.

It all sums up to be a really long, bad dream.
Maybe not literally, but almost. I didn't manage to get enough sleep. So when I reversed the car this morning... I did it very badly. I even forgot to pull the handbrake. I just left it at P mode. Bleh. I was sorta awake when I ate breakfast.. when I was accompanying my grandmother, when I was talking to Ling. But after it was all over.. I went back to half-sleep mode in the car.

Suggested to her to walk around in Pyramid for time to pass... but she didn't listen.
So we she took a wrong turn. And we were somewhere. Thank god we found our way out.

When we finally managed to turn back to PJ.. and again, to Subang, I thought I could finally have some sleep. And yeah, I guess I did. Until Boon. He had to buy the chicken porridge from McD. I friggin' hate the sesame oil smell. And for some reason, the smell was super sickenin' today. Ruined my sleep.

Dinner wasn't so bad. Italian food. Yum.
But Moonlight Resonance didn't air its following episode tonight. That sucks. Totally, it does.

Friday the 12th, sucks.
I think the one Friday the 13th I had in my life wasn't so bad. I couldn't remember why, but I cried, I think, on that day. And then I slept from 7p.m till the next day. Haha! That wasn't as bad. At least I got to rejuvenate myself. But today? I'm stuck tired. I'm stuck wanting to remember this stupid day. I wonder why. Bleh.

I guess I want to learn some lessons.

1. Sleep early.
2. Save more. Buy the goddamn phone.

Long story short..

2008-09-08T20:12:00.001+08:00

My Monday timetable symbolizes hell for my butt.
It hurts.

I'll think about posting the long story if my condition next Monday worsens. x)

Wishing

2008-09-03T22:05:00.010+08:00

sung by leo ku & gigi leung

我喜欢回味记忆的美让人懂得感谢
你现在让谁听你喜悦陪你掉眼泪
i like reminiscing. the beautiful memory.. lets people know to be grateful
to whom do you allow.. to listen to your happiness, to be with you when you cry?

嘿好久不见请你许个愿
hey.. it's been a while. why don't you make a wish?

要感情不再那么容易变
让心不被距离拉得太遥远
a wish that ensures the feelings won't change that easily again,
that our hearts won't be distanced too far

我寄了张卡片地址是感觉收件人叫永远
像是你有递来一杯热咖啡生活有了你的温柔调味
我寄了张卡片画你的笑脸写祝福的留言
请把我的名字默念一百遍好梦就会趁你睡醒实现
i mailed a card. the address was.. feelings, and the recipient is forever.
as though you brought some hot coffee.. life was spiced up by your gentleness
i mailed a card. i drew your smiling face, and left my blessings
please call out to my name silently a hundred times, and the good dreams will come true as soon as you wake up

我习惯感觉记忆的美让温柔不变
你现在让谁吻你的脸疼你的一切
i'm used to the feelings. the beautiful memories, ensures that the gentleness remains
to whom do you allow.. to kiss your face, and to love your all?

edited version

summertime

2008-09-01T17:14:00.003+08:00

Embedded video removed =P

by new kids on the block.
they're back!!
schweet.

no. i only know them like, 2 minutes ago? XD
i heard their this song on radio today.
and i think it's a really good song.
looking forward to their other songs..
but for now, i'll stick to this.

summer ended, winter started
it got colder when we parted ways
(i like this part)
as the seasons change.
(bring it forward bring it back)
winter melted, spring i felt it
summertime will never be the same

2008-08-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

University is resuming next week.. and I only remembered here TODAY. XD
That sucks.
So I guess I'll share a little about what happened today.
Had to wake up really early today to go down to Klang.
Nothing much really happened.. except it was kind of weird. I didn't go straight into the room to sleep once I stepped into my granny's house!!! It must be because I saw my cousin in law whacking the house dog. Apparently he was chewing on her slipper.. and she just took the umbrella and whacked whacked. Can't believe this. This dog is so ke lian la. Why? Coz it's a freaking Labrador. Supposed to be a good breed. But I know from the moment I saw it.. it is gonna be one pitiful dog. Bleh. Enough with the dog. Ok so I didn't sleep!!! So instead I had to take care of the little bb.

He's really adorable: I'll probably put his pictures up when I've transferred them.. but I tell you.. you wouldn't want to be his baby-sitter. As I mentioned I didn't sleep. But when he was finally put to sleep.. taking care of him used up most of my stamina. I tried to sleep and yes I did a little.. until my cousin carried him into the room.

and hell comes.

He destroyed my beautiful sleep until I told my cousin continuously to carry him out to his baby-sitter.

Hell continues.

My cousin says it's time to wake up, have lunch and go out.

AHHHHHHHHH. NO SLEEP~! NO SLEEP!

I walked outside, and what did I see?
FUIYO THAT GUY SLEEPING LIKE A PIG IN HIS SWING!!

Neways I moved on with my life. No point getting angry with a baby right? XD
Plus I still adore him loads loads.

So later went to 1u for Money No Enough 2... Bing's idea.
The movie.. I didn't expect it to be like.. 2 hours long. Jack Neo fatt siu. Anyways the movie was okay. Can watch. But I wouldn't watch it again. 'nuff said.

Yada yada yada.. that's all for today. Quite bland. xD
I just properly rewrite my university timetable. Oh my sky... Monday packed like siau when got tutorial. Ka na sai.

I'm bored (:

2008-07-16T18:43:00.005+08:00

I don't get the fuss

2008-07-08T23:43:00.004+08:00

Of course.
I was dumbfounded.
and at the same time, I thought it was really funny.
It just shows two things.

One, he wants us to pass, and the only way to not do it leniently is to set the most important part of the question as, "What did you learn, personally?" We are allowed to elaborate. We are given space to. It's just a matter of whether you can or cannot. I remember reading in one of the slides,

"If you can't describe your strategy in 20 minutes, simple and in plain language, you haven't got a plan." But people may say "I've got a complex strategy; it can't be reduced to a page" That's nonsense. That's not a complex strategy. It's a complex thought about the strategy"

It's almost the same concept. People say, "I do know. But what kind of question is that!?" But come clean and come clear. If you really studied, regardless of the title, you would've at least remembered the contents, and that would've refreshed your memory on the title. And the thing I trust is, he's not giving this question to test you on whether you know the exact words of each title or not... which leads to reason number 2.

He wants to know whether we've paid attention in class. Whether we've studied. Whether we've understood what he taught us.

I can't say I've studied really hard for this subject. Nor I would say I was happy with the question.. because the problem doesn't lie with the question. The problem lies with I have not put enough effort to my studies. Otherwise, I would've finished earlier and walked proudly out of the examination hall. Sure, it'd be awesome if someone gave the exact titles for all 16 chapters. But.. so what? Oh wow. S/he can memorize!!

But the thing we know is, what matters is the last column; what did you write in it?
That's really why, I don't get the fuss about titles. Did you screw up the column on "personal"? That's the problem, isn't it? We cannot complain about what we can elaborate, so we find something else to complain about. Ah, THERE! That's the weak point, ATTACK!

Hmm.. I got too carried away.

Anyways, it's over. Now, I only care if I pass. Nothing else matters. Because I know I sound so .. pissed expressing how I think, it's as if like I've done well, and probably the next most ironic thing is I get so so so so so so SO low marks for that.

I'm right. I'm getting out of control.

i'm still yours

2008-07-08T01:36:00.010+08:00

[我还是你的]

你生日的第一秒钟
用简讯祝福你快乐
把手机和胸口靠着
等你回头说什么
等到天沉默的亮了
the minute it was your birthday
i sent a sms wishing for your happiness
i clung on to my mobile
waiting for your reply
until the next day silently arrived

相爱太久感觉也变朦胧
你离开找什么让自己再感动
it's been so long that we've been in love; some feelings faded
after you left, i couldn't find anything else that could have moved me

我的呵护还是你的坚持抱紧你的软弱
让你像个孩子娇纵闹情绪发脾气然后泪流
我的温暖还是你的回来像你没有走过
别怕伸手我不紧握深爱是伤裂了还能温柔
the care i have is still for you, insisting to hold on to your weaknesses
to love you like a child even though you throw tantrums, get angry and cry
my warmth is still yours, that has never changed
so don't be afraid that i wouldn't hold you if you reach out to me
because even though our love is scarred, it's still gentle

不能问你心情起落
匿名看你每篇部落格
不想让爱给你负荷
连关怀也远远的
我甘心眼睛却红了
being not able to ask about your feelings
i read every page of your blog anonymously
i didn't want my love to give you any burden
therefore the care i had for you was hidden
i acknowledged that, yet i was in pain

可能失去也不能阻止我
把生命的重心摆在为你守候
maybe even losing you cannot stop me
from putting the fact that i'll always be there for you as the most important task of my life

song by: 古巨基

Guitar Hero: On Tour

2008-06-30T23:39:00.003+08:00

i zetta want it!
i just saw the way the control is.
so zetta cool!!
and the songs..
can't say i like all of them.
but.. they have all the small things, this love, all star, what i want, stray cat strut, are you gonna be my girl, heaven... and some others i just heard but dunno the name.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
it costs rm220 if i buy it in 1u.
what a ripoff.
in playasia its only like.. rm186?
huhuhuhu... DROP, price. DROP!!!!

dumb

2008-06-29T23:09:00.003+08:00

it's funny how these two things i do are similar.
let's say..
"HOLY CRAP! got pimples attack! must sleep early tonight!!!"

and in the end:

hmm.. it's still early.
hmm, i still have things to check online. i'll online for another half an hour.

and another half an hour.

and another half an hour.

until the usual time my circadian rhythm has preserved.

and then.. CRAP! i was supposedta sleep early!

before i go to bed, i set my phone alarm to two hours before class. eg if class starts at 10 ~~i wake up at 8~~ my alarm is set to 8 clock.

and finally:

hmm. it's still early. i can afford to sleep for another 15 minutes.

and another 15 minutes..

another 30 minutes.

and another 15 minutes.

and then.. OH CRAP! it's 9.15!!

-_-

and i never apply it to studying.
never was there a time where i'd say:

ok! today i study for 2 hours.
hmm, like not enough, study for another half an hour la.
and another half an hour.
and another half an hour.

NOPE!
instead i study for one hour 52 minutes and
EH STOMACH HUNGRY go eat at peppercorn. 8 minutes walk there then exactly 2 hours! weeeee!!
(case in Taylors University College whilst
studying for SAM finals)

finals are coming D:

2008-06-29T21:41:00.004+08:00

i couldn't find a picture i like.
so i decided to draw.
ya, with Paint.
sorry la. i'm no pro who uses stuff like photoshop.
NEH!
anyways.
i present you...
ushkaka!

oversight

2008-06-25T18:39:00.005+08:00

you know. i always thought it was a weird thing that people feel sad when something is over. for example, today is the second last day for my first semester in Help. the thing is, even if they don't show it, they express it. PRIMARY example: smelly melly woo~... latest blog post. XD

the same thing happened to me when i was in standard 6. i was surprised. i didn't know why my friends were crying. did we really need to? i remember looking at them. and feel.. am i supposed to cry too? i tried putting on a grim face. until someone noticed and say "oh no, are you gonna cry too?". i thought for a while, and shook my head. bcoz i was just thinking.. why would you want to cry? we can still talk. there's a reason why the phone was created. plus now we have msn too. you see, i didn't at all feel the sadness. coz we can always go out. the only thing is, whether both sides want to or not. yet they sound as though we aren't meeting each other again for the rest of our lives.

basically, my point is.. if you think the tiny school, or this short sem is the entire world, place, time for us to meet.. then you're wrong. because as long as our friendship doesn't change, it's big enough to hold us, big enough for us to meet whereever and whenever we want to.

crap.
i sound so old.
i shut up now :P

depressing

2008-06-24T19:41:00.004+08:00

so i got my lappy today.
was happily using it until a bird flew into my house..
..spurting a little bit of its poop onto my lappy.
and guess what happened?
that poor bird rammed to our fan and hurt itself!
and now it's not moving... at all.
my mother tried to apply some panadol powder to it.. but we didnt really know how to.
hopefully it only fainted.
i dont want it to die!
that'll be so sad.

再一次拥有

2008-06-23T23:27:00.005+08:00

我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬
i thought of the winter last year
the night when it was snowing
the gentleness you gave me as you held my hands tightly
it warmed up the cold winter

失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么
i lost what i once had
after you left,
my smile left too, leaving only sorrow behind and
forgetting what's happiness

没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前
the nights without you are particularly darker
i can only close my eyes to feel
without me, who is by your side,
substituting the past?

能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
can i once again hear you say you love me
and return to when i was still in your arms
can you let me experience again
the gentleness that once belonged to me

song by: 龚诗嘉

smile

2008-06-23T21:00:00.003+08:00

smile, though your heart is aching
smile, even though it's breaking
when there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
if you smile, through your fear and sorrow
smile, and there'll be tomorrow
you'll see the sun come shining through
if you'll...
light up your face with gladness
hide every trace of sadness
although a tear, may never be so near
that's the time, you must keep on trying
smile, what's the use of crying?
you'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you'll just...
smile.

my girl 2;
1994

everlasting freedom

2008-06-23T20:20:00.009+08:00

[自由不变]

不变不动不转的世界
刹那瞬息片刻永远
用全心记住你的脸
来来回回千万遍
突然领悟你是如何爱我
the everlasting, stagnant, unchanging world
that moment, the moment of forever
using the whole of my heart to remember the way you looked
over and over for a thousand times
and suddenly realized the way you loved me

(我) 一直习惯简单的随心的放任的自由
不喜欢冻结的酒不愠不火
日复一日无聊的生活
沉没的了解的是你的温柔
不管我错了对了
因为你说那就是我
i've always been used to the simple, carefree, individualistic freedom,
disliking the cold beer that's neither warm nor passionate,
the day after day, boring life
buried deep inside my heart, what i understand, is your gentleness
because you said, no matter i was right or wrong,
it's me.

song by: 林俊杰

jake's charbroil steaks

2008-06-23T18:29:00.004+08:00

-21 june 2008-
-dinner-

here! lols.

starter
-onion soup-
i love it - really good.
next!

-cheese tacos!! :D-
to be honest, this is my first time eating tacos.
it tastes pretty good.
i love the sambal!
haha. im not sure whether it's really called sambal though.
but it tastes like sambal. lol.
next!

mom's -mexican nachos-!
this is the bomb baby!
<3>

our drinks
-jamaican coffee with rum & fruit punch-
the coffee's mine; i was curious to know how it tastes like.. and turned out..
-_-
bitter~!
and with the rum..........
it's bleh.
i guess im not matured enough to enjoy this type of drink yet.
but i requested for sugar.
and after that it was okay (:
the fruit punch belongs to ma.
pineapple+orange+mango+sparking apple+sparkling grape juice.
HAHA.

main course
-garlic mushroom sauce chicken-
..i think.
mm. as much as i loved the starters..
this meal here is bleh.
the sauce doesn't have enough taste.
the chicken is THICK!
and they used shiitake; the black mushrooms..
for a girl like me. haha. i dont like and can't finish >.<;; BUT!

dessert
-country style apple pie with ice cream-
surprisingly my stomach had room for desert! LOL.
tastes pretty good.

anyways. prolly not going for a second time.
too expensive!

mwahh!

2008-06-20T23:15:00.006+08:00

it's sad this short sem is ending.
but i hope this doesn't :D
i sudah jatuh cinta with you guys.
hahahaa.
as friends.
ngehhh.

don't worry!

2008-06-19T17:48:00.003+08:00

you can trust us (:

my wedding song!

2008-06-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

..
no, no. not him.
he's the singer of my wedding song. HAHA.
lately i'm finding him to be very sexy. and i know i'm right coz bing says so too. coz before bing couldn't tell me who she think is good looking. and now she agrees with me. XD

Breathless
~Shayne Ward

if our love was a fairy tale
i would charge in and rescue you
on a yacht baby we would sail
to an island where we'd say i do
and if we had babies they would look like you
it'd be so beautiful if that came true
you don't even know how very special you are

you leave me breathless
you're everything good in my life
you leave me breathless
i still can't believe that you're mine
you just walked out of one of my dreams
so beautiful you're leaving me
breathless

and if our love was a story book
we would meet on the very first page
the last chapter would be about
how i'm very thankful for the life that we've made
and if we've had babies they would have your eyes
i would fall deeper watching you give life
you don't even know how very special you are

you must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
you're like an angel
the thing that i feel is stronger than love
believe me
you're something special
i only hope that i'll one day
deserve what you've given me
but all i can do is try
every day of my life

breathless

yes yes.
be contented to be my slave once we're married! HAHAHA.
that said, i just wanna say i really love this song (:
it's a great one.

you'll spend a lot of time saying good bye coz we're gonna go on and on about who's gonna hang up first. no u hang up first, if that's ok with you. if you see me damaged, you'll tell me "i would stand by your side forever." until you know i'm done with you, you won't leave. coz you know if you ever leave my life, you would melt the snow in my heart as you know that some tears never dry. and you'll just care about me so much coz you know i'll be tangled up without you.

just be good to me coz you leave me breathless.

u got me so.
and you make me wish for a lot of things.

haha.
LET'S TELL HIM!

ye know what?
i was bored.
like.. REALLY bored.